Friday, December 19, 2014

The Dance of Worship - May 14, 2014

May 14, 1014

(To Heaven and Back Again series)

Thoughts of God and Heaven enter my mind as I roll over to hug up behind Tony. How many of those leaves from the tree of life can I stuff into my pockets? There are people who are suffering from incurable diseases, so many who need help. How would I chose who to help?” Before I even start to pray, my hands begin to tingle, and I feel an urging in my spirit to come into the presence of the Lord. Quickly, I whisper my thanks and plead the blood of Jesus over myself and my family.

“What are you doing?” Tony asks.

“Oh, I’m sorry. I thought you were asleep,” I say. “I was just doing my nightly prayers.”

“Don’t stay up too late,” he says, rolling onto his back.

To avoid a lie, I remain silent. When I pray, I lose track of time. I cannot guarantee how long I will be with the Lord.

Holy Spirit,” I pray silently, “I don’t know what I’m doing here. You are going to have to help me if I am going to make it to Heaven and back.


My heart is quickly overcome with praise for God for all He’s done. I worship the
Almighty in my mind: It isn’t so much that He is so powerful, but it’s the fact that with all that power, He still takes time to know ME. Most of us would beam with pride if we received an award by the President of the United States of America or a King or Queen. How much greater is the fact that He knows how many hairs are on my head? (Yours too!) I am overcome, humbled with the knowledge that a being so great cares for me, allows me in his presence. Even more than that, He wishes me to call him Aba – the term that means more than Father, more like Daddy – an intimate relationship with a parent.

How could I move on without spending time with Jesus? This is the part of God that became a helpless child who had to have his diapers changed and learn to walk. He was completely dependent on his mother and father. My heart swells with praise and love that is not unlike what I feel for my children. Jesus is my brother even though He is my King and my Savior as well as my God. The love I feel swells my chest as I praise Him for what I know He’s done, knowing all the while He has done so much more.

The praise I send to the Holy Spirit is softer; He is, after all, inside me. I know that He stands by me each and every day – when I’m on the right path or when I’ve wandered off into darkness. The Friend that will never leave me nor forsake me, the guide who helps me in all that I do, my comfort when the world seems like too much… The Holy Spirit is so much more than words can say.

Power that I’ve come to think of as the presence of God surges in a wave across my body. Into my head that is filled with these thoughts comes a soft whisper, “This isn’t the first time you’ve felt this…” I continue to worship each member of the trinity, separately and together as knowledge forms without words:

  • It started a few years ago. When I would pray, often times it would lead to praise and worship of God, Jesus, and the Holy Spirit. The tingling surge of power was so like what I had felt when God healed my deviated septum more than a decade ago that I thought perhaps He wanted something more from me. Was He going to heal Tony?

  • Each time this power overcame me, there was no guidance as to what to do with it. I became accustomed to the sensation and eventually began to look at it as being in the presence of the Lord, that He was right there with me.


I had so thoroughly dismissed the occurrence from my mind that until the Holy Spirit brought it to my remembrance I had completely forgotten about it.

The praise and worship I am experiencing is like a dance. There is a rhythm to my thoughts and a pattern to the energy flowing and building within me. As graceful as a swordsman parrying a blow, I push the thoughts from my mind, refocusing on God. Other, more mundane thoughts, begin to intrude, again I swipe them away without breaking the unseen rhythm of praiseful worship.

Into the rising tide of the presence of the Lord, I thank Him, genuinely grateful for the opportunity to see what He has created for us. There is a gentle tug, a barely perceptible pull of my inner being.

Is this how it’s done?” I can’t help but to think. “First entering His presence and His power, then going to Heaven?

The strength of the questioning thoughts jolts me out of step with the dance. The power ebbs away. Remembering Tony’s request, I glance up at the clock. One A.M. Is this why He said I need to practice… Staying focused on God is quite challenging!

Lord, I really hate to go…” I yawn. “I hope I have time to be with You again soon.” I roll over, wondering if this is how God intends to take me to Heaven and back again.


In March of 2014 I released Angels Believe in You. This book covers the last 13 years of my life:

  • Seen Angels and Demons
  • Miracles from God (medically documented)
  • Signs from God - including hearing His audible voice

All of these signs and miracles have led me to one conclusion: I believe God has been leading me, step by tiny step, on an incredible journey leading to Heaven and Back Again, not through a NDE (near death experience) but through meditation. Yes, I know it sounds a little presumptuous, a little out there, but it was not my idea. I ask repeatedly, "If this is not Your will,
please let me know. I want only what You want for my life." 

What follows is the next step in this incredible journey. All blog posts concerning this journey are available in To Heaven and Back Again which is updated as the Lord continues to take me on on this incredible journey. When I actually do go to Heaven, everyone who has bought this book will be able to download the latest copy and find out what Heaven is like.




Posts about Heaven and Angelic Encounters

Post about Meditation

Posts About Being a Prophet

Posts Chronologically About my Journey

February 2014 - In God's Time

May 4, 2014 - God and Meditation

May 14, 2014 - The Dance of Worship

July 20, 2014 - Biblical Support for the Journey

August 9, 2014 - What Does My Guardian Angel Look Like?

August 12, 2014 - No Time for the Pain

October 17, 2014 - The Difference Between With and Without

January 4, 2015 - The First Among Many

January 11, 2015 - How Hard do You Push?

March 13, 2015 - A Delay in the Trip to Heaven

March 25, 2015 - Why is it Taking So Long?

September 1, 2015 - Is the Trip Still On?

September 13, 2015 - An Official Title

September 20, 2015 - Revelation of His Calling

October 5, 2015 - Angelic Confirmation of the Appointment

October 9, 2015 - Miraculous Confirmation

December 9, 2015 - How He Leads Me

December 24, 2015 - The Last Week of 2015

January 24, 2016 - Correction, Encouragement & Dreams from the Spirit

February 21, 2016 - I'm All In

February 27, 2016 - What is a Tetrad Blood Moon Prophet

June 1, 2016 - First Test as a Prophet (Anointed by an Angel)

September 25, 2016 - Seeing Jesus

September 30, 2016 - Wrestling with God

January 2, 2017 - The Final Test - 313

 June 25, 2017 - Roadmap to Heaven

July 23, 2017 Moments with God: Finding Daddy

August 8, 2017 - Moments with God: Playing Checkers

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