Thursday, January 29, 2015

The Difference Between "With" and "Without" - October 17, 2014

October 17, 2014

In March of 2014 I released Angels Believe in You (free on Amazon and Nook). This book covers the last 13 years of my life:

  • Seen Angels and Demons numerous times
  • Miracles from God (medically documented)
  • Signs from God - including hearing His audible voice

All of these signs and miracles have led me to one conclusion: I believe God has been leading me, step by tiny step, on an incredible journey leading to Heaven and Back Again, not through a NDE (near death experience) but through meditation. Yes, I know it sounds a little presumptuous, a little out there, but it was not my idea. I ask repeatedly, "If this is not Your will, please let me know. I want only what You want for my life." 

What follows is the next step in this incredible journey. 

October 17, 2014

The trials of the last month fade away as I recall how the Lord has confirmed that this is His will for me. I am going to Heaven! Maybe not tonight, maybe not even tomorrow, but He has confirmed it: I'm going. (See this story by clicking here). 

The time in between breaths becomes long as my body completely relaxes. Inside, I rejoice, praising the Lord for His goodness. I am going to Heaven! My spirit soars with joy. Tingling power flows across my body in a strong wave each time I breathe out. Again and again power floods through me like waves of a torrential downpour. 

My spirit becomes unsettled... something isn't right. The waves of energy, they are so strong but different than before. The thoughts bring an end to the surging power. What was missing? Immediately a thought slides into my mind. I wasn't worshiping the Lord, the Father and the Spirit, I was rejoicing because I was going to Heaven.

Again I relax my body. This time I focus on who Jesus is, the awesome the love of the Father, worshiping with every fiber of my being. Gentle waves of energy cascade over me like waves at the beach, surging, building, warm gentle... This is the power from God!

The core of my being is gently pushed outward, once... twice... I lose count, embracing the moment. When the power ebbs I think about what occurred: 

There seems to be a natural power in meditation and power that comes from God. If you are following me in this journey, if the Lord is calling you to visit Him in Heaven, make sure and worship Him in your meditation.

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Tuesday, January 27, 2015

No Time for the Pain - August 12, 2014

Tuesday, August 12, 2014


(To Heaven and Back Again series)

Hurried steps bring me to the print shop next door. If I am going to get these books out before I leave for the soccer tournament in Portland, I'd better hustle, I think, ignoring the ache in right hip. I slide the stack of books into the trimmer leaning forward slightly to check the placement. Pain shoots down the back of my leg. When I turn to grab the next set of books, moving my right leg is agony like I haven't felt in a long time.


Something is wrong, very wrong. "John, something is not right in my lower back." I tell the owner of the shop, "I'm not going to be able to help with the rest of the books."

"You didn't pick up anything heavy, did you?" He asks.

Thursday, January 22, 2015

What Does My Guardian Angel Look Like? - August 9, 2014

(To Heaven and Back Again series)


My back and neck ache from long days at work. I roll to my stomach to stretch the muscles as I begin my nightly prayers. My hands begin to tingle almost immediately. Too tired to roll over, I relax and begin worshiping the Lord.

I picture the Lord and Heaven before me, but my mind insists that up toward the ceiling, up towards the sky is the direction where Christ is. “Heaven is all around, there is no up or down, it is right in front of you,” whispers, the Holy Spirit. I recall the movie Enders Game and how they had to train their minds about movement in space. Peace surrounds my heart as my mind places the picture of the Lord somewhere before me, right in the middle of the mattress.
Physical space doesn’t matter in the realm of the spirit where Heaven lies.” As the words solidify in my thoughts, I become comfortable and let go of reality completely. Waves of energy cascade down my body. Soon they are coming so fast I have only time enough to think of one word, “Jesus.”

Time stands still, or perhaps doesn’t exist at all for it seems like this goes on for hours until the energy builds in my chest, pushing outward with gentle insistence. My body heats as if I have a temperature of 105. My mind remains focused on the Lord. I picture His white robe and I see my hand slip into His. Energy explodes, then ebbs quickly away. His presence is gone. My heart pounds fast and hard. The clock tells me it has only been 30 minutes.

I roll over onto my back. “I don’t understand, I didn’t lose focus this time, and yet it’s over.

Tears of frustration slide down my cheeks. It’s been weeks now. When He calls, I worship and meditate: It’s the same every time. What am I missing? Am I doing something wrong? He said ‘practice.’ Am I getting any better at it? Sure, my muscles don’t spasm anymore because I’ve learned to surrender completely, but it’s been three weeks since I learned to surrender completely to the Lord: three weeks and still the same thing is happening time and time again.

Lord, You are asking me to do something that has never been done before by anyone but You in all these years. I know You are probably getting as frustrated with me as with Your disciples: You have preformed so many miracles, yet, here I am with my lack of faith needing to be reassured again…" a sigh escapes me. I feel like a stumbling child. "I want you to know that appreciate all You have given me and I don’t want to sound ungrateful, but I could use a little more encouragement so that I know I am still heading in the right direction.

I will continue doing this until you tell me differently… but if it is Your will that I am going to be going to Heaven, well, didn’t Jesse Duplantis meet his guardian angel before he went? (Read more about Jesse, CLICK HEREJesse recognized the angel when he came to get him. If it is possible, if it wouldn’t be too much to ask, since I am going to Heaven, could I meet my angel? He has done such an awesome job taking care of me, it would be nice to see him.

The next morning, as with every morning after the Lord calls me, my blood sugar is low and I am starving. The next night my mind is tired and I fall asleep almost instantly. On Sunday, I wake refreshed, eager to go to church.

The parking lot is full because we are running late. "Let's try over that way." I direct Tony to the back of the lot near the youth building, following a gentle urging from within. 

Usually we sit in the third row; Tony likes to be close. Church has filled up today, so find a place farther back. After the worship ends, the pastor says, “Turn to your neighbors and say ‘good morning’ to at least three people that you don’t know.”

Sticking out my hand, I say, “Good morning” to the person in front of me and the one beside me. My hand is extended as I swivel around to greet the person behind me.

I am just over five foot seven, so I don’t often feel small. Words stick in my throat as my hand drops when I look at the man sitting behind me, feeling as tiny as a child. Tony suddenly seems very short, at five foot ten he doesn’t even come up to the top of the man’s shoulder. “He’s a giant!” I think.

The man extends his hand and I move mine into his. His grip is strong and firm, yet surprisingly soft as both his hands surround mine. His jaw is covered with sandy-brown hair: close cropped beard that is more like a long five O’clock shadow with a strong straight nose. As my eyes move upward, the jump to his forehead – strong and not overbearing, topped by curly hair about an inch long on top and nearly shaved on the sides – a military type of cut. It takes considerable effort to force my eyes to meet his – after all, this is what you do when you shake hands, you look the person in the eyes. 

All I see is a white fog across this face, like a mask hiding his eyes. My mind is whirling as he says, 

My mind is whirling as he says, “Hello, my name is Richard. It is nice to meet you.” At least I think he said Richard, I could be wrong:  the deep, strong, rich quality of his voice shocked me so much that I barely heard his words.

My cheeks blush as I realize he is waiting for me to give my name… what is my name? “H-hi,” I stutter, “I’m Lynn.”

Chris Hemsworth as Thor
The meet and greet is ending so I retake my seat, thinking, “My goodness… he is the biggest guy I’ve ever seen! His shoulders are literally twice the size of mine.” My heart races like a teen meeting her first crush. The perfection of his physique overrides the fact that I couldn’t even see the color of his eyes. I’ve never seen a big guy so well proportioned. He was so perfect… so HOT! He'd make Thor, Chris Hemsworth, look small!

Fifteen minutes later I chide myself, “This is church! What am I thinking… This is God’s time, and you are married… get your mind where it belongs!

The preacher has begun the sermon about worshiping God in spirit and in truth. I say a silent prayer asking God to forgive my wayward mind. A short time later, the whisper of the Holy Spirit enters my mind, “You did ask to meet your angel, didn’t you?”

Tuesday, January 20, 2015

Miracle in Tornado Alley

Right down the middle of the Untied States is a zone referred to as Tornado Alley where more than 1000 twisters touch down each year. The term was first used in 1952 as the title of a research project to study severe weather in parts of Texas and Oklahoma, but now refers to many the Plains states.

Mom and Pops used to live in Cartwright, Oklahoma, just across Lake Texoma which is on border between Texas and Oklahoma north of Dallas.

One year, Mom and Pops were battening down the hatches when a particularly nasty storm kicked up. Thunder crashed and lightning flared as the wind howled.

They flipped TV tuning to the local news station. A storm front was heading across Lake Texoma toward Cartwright. The broadcast said that there were many tornado cells with in this system.

Pops stepped out into the back yard and said, "I plead the blood of Jesus over this land. Storm, I command you in Jesus' name, you will not harm my property!"

Mom and Pops watched the weather later that night. The satellite picture showed the storm front splitting in two as it crossed Lake Texoma. The weatherman said, "A storm front almost never splits when crossing a body of water."

Praise God! The storm completely missed Cartwright.

Jesus spoke and commanded the storm to be still, and it was. As He was on this earth, so are we!

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Posts Chronologically About my Journey

February 2014 - In God's Time

May 4, 2014 - God and Meditation

May 14, 2014 - The Dance of Worship

July 20, 2014 - Biblical Support for the Journey

August 9, 2014 - What Does My Guardian Angel Look Like?

August 12, 2014 - No Time for the Pain

October 17, 2014 - The Difference Between With and Without

January 4, 2015 - The First Among Many

January 11, 2015 - How Hard do You Push?

March 13, 2015 - A Delay in the Trip to Heaven

March 25, 2015 - Why is it Taking So Long?

September 1, 2015 - Is the Trip Still On?

September 13, 2015 - An Official Title

September 20, 2015 - Revelation of His Calling

October 5, 2015 - Angelic Confirmation of the Appointment

October 9, 2015 - Miraculous Confirmation

December 9, 2015 - How He Leads Me

December 24, 2015 - The Last Week of 2015

January 24, 2016 - Correction, Encouragement & Dreams from the Spirit

February 21, 2016 - I'm All In

February 27, 2016 - What is a Tetrad Blood Moon Prophet

June 1, 2016 - First Test as a Prophet (Anointed by an Angel)

September 25, 2016 - Seeing Jesus

September 30, 2016 - Wrestling with God

January 2, 2017 - The Final Test - 313

 June 25, 2017 - Roadmap to Heaven

July 23, 2017 Moments with God: Finding Daddy

August 8, 2017 - Moments with God: Playing Checkers

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Thursday, January 15, 2015

Biblical Support for the Journey - July 20, 2014

July 20 2014

(To Heaven and Back Again series)

Seated in the third row of chairs, I tune out the basic message I’ve heard so many times, hoping that at least Tony is getting something from this service.

“Lord, I really haven’t made any breakthroughs in months now…” I pray, determined not to waste this time of devotion. “Since that first night I haven’t felt that powerful pull. Am I still going in the right direction? Is there something more I need to be doing? Please forgive my lack of faith, but I have been wrong so many times…”

I refocus on the world around me. The pastor says, “This is the longest prayer ever recorded that Jesus prayed, just before He went to ask the Father to take this task from Him:

Saturday, January 10, 2015

A Solo Mission - July 12, 2014

July 12, 2014


“Tony,” I whisper, “God is calling me into prayer and meditation. Do you want to hold my hand?”

My husband rolls over and takes my hand. I remain relaxed and whisper instructions to him, “Focus on God, on all that He has done for us. Talk to Him in your mind.”

Having already had a short prayer time, I begin worshiping and meditation. God’s presence falls quickly in gentle waves across my body. “Can you feel that?”

“I don’t feel anything.” He shrugs.

“I guess this is a solo thing,” I mutter softly. “Sorry.”

“No worries,” Tony says as he rolls over to go to sleep.

I guess Jesus never took his disciples with Him, and I believe He has called and is enabling me to do what He did… holding my hand will not bring my husband with me.


In March of 2014 I released Angels Believe in You. This book covers the last 13 years of my life:

  • Seen Angels and Demons
  • Miracles from God (medically documented)
  • Signs from God - including hearing His audible voice

All of these signs and miracles have led me to one conclusion: I believe God has been leading me, step by tiny step, on an incredible journey leading to Heaven and Back Again, not through a NDE (near death experience) but through meditation. Yes, I know it sounds a little presumptuous, a little out there, but it was not my idea. I ask repeatedly, "If this is not Your will,
please let me know. I want only what You want for my life." 

What follows is the next step in this incredible journey. All blog posts concerning this journey are available in To Heaven and Back Again which is updated as the Lord continues to take me on on this incredible journey. When I actually do go to Heaven, everyone who has bought this book will be able to download the latest copy and find out what Heaven is like.

Continue the journey with me in the other To Heaven and Back Again stories:

Thursday, January 8, 2015

Preparing for Meditation - June 7, 2014

June 7, 2014

(To Heaven and Back Again series)

I slide into the chair, picking at my favorite selection of salad from the unlimited buffet. “Are you feeling okay?” Tony asks.

“Just a little tired.” I hesitate briefly before continuing. “I was talking to the Lord until after 1 A.M. last night.”

“But you said you came away rested after you meditated?” He asks. “Why are you so tired?”


“It wasn’t meditating, it was more active, like talking,” I sigh. “Maybe you can help me with it. I can’t seem to stop thinking about it today.”

He nods, seeming interested in the conversation. I can’t believe this is the same man who wanted to throw out my family Bible because I never read it. “I have been trying to be more diligent in what the Lord told me to do. He said, ‘practice.’ For the last few weeks I have tried to meditate and pray more often, at least three times every week, but I keep hitting a wall. My thoughts are scattered – it’s hard to stay focused. The presence of the Lord is so light, it’s hardly there!

Tuesday, January 6, 2015

Obey and Listen


Listen and Obey

Sonya
My husband, Tony, has a 100 lb female Rottweiler. I love Sonya, however, her shedding drives me nuts! I tolerate the slobber because she is the sweetest, kindest dog I have ever met. But Sonya is way to big to cuddle with. For many years I have wanted a small dog. Someone soft and cuddly. However, I wasn't looking forward to the shedding. Also, Tony wasn't supportive of the idea. He calls small yappy dogs, "Kick-me" dogs because each time they bark, he swears they are saying, "Kick-me, kick-me." (not that he would ever harm an animal...lol)

Bijou
Last month I visited my sister in Corpus Christi, Texas where I met Bijoux (French for jewel, pronounced \ˈbē-ˌzhü\) who is a Teddy Bear puppy. This little dog won my heart. She was so friendly, yet not all in your face. Cuddly, but quiet. Bijou's fur was long and soft, perfect for stroking. I had finally found what I had been looking for:

  • A dog that is more like a cat
  • A dog that doesn't shed