Thursday, November 20, 2014

God and Meditation - May 4, 2014

May 4, 2014
(To Heaven and Back Again series)

My eyes close as I softly whisper my nightly ritual, “Father, I thank you for this wonderful day and for the gift of Your Son, Jesus. I thank You for the life He lived and the life He gave for us. I plead the blood of Jesus over my body, my home, my possessions, and the works of my hand. I thank You that this is a barrier that no evil can transgress.”

I continue my prayers silently in my head, chatting with my Heavenly Father for a short while before asking God what I should be doing this week and petitioning Him once again to let me know if it is not His will for me to go to Heaven and back again.  The facts I know about Heaven ease through my thoughts: There is a tree of life in Heaven. It is said that the leaves bring healing to the nations. Could I bring back leaves? A handful would mean my parents would be in perfect health,  along with my family.


As it has happened regularly since November 2013, my hands begin to tingle all the way up to my elbows as if they are falling asleep. This is not the first time I’ve had this sensation when I pray: when God healed my deviated septum my hands tingled in much the same way. 




Jeshua - Age 14 the Missing Years
While I wait for an answer, a thought springs into my mind: In 2001, in a vision, I fell to my knees and called a young boy Lord. On Akiane Kramarik’s website, I recognized this young boy who appeared to me in one of her paintings, “Jeshua - The Missing Years.” The portrait depicted Jesus at the age of fourteen. Her book, Akiane - Her Life, HerArt, Her Poetry tells how everything she wrote was inspired by God, even words that she capitalized. 

(The entire story of God’s many miracles that have taken place in my life can be found in Angels Believe in You: The Journey that Led to Heaven and Back Again.)

On her website, the description of Akiane’s painting says: “During one of his meditations, Jesus is talking with his Father in Heaven about the new earth, where only joy and peace would reign.”

Hmmm,” I think to myself, “Jesus appeared to me in a vision as a young boy – I didn’t even know it was Jesus or why I bowed and called Him Lord until I recognized Him in Akiane’s painting. This very same painting has the caption about Jesus talking to God in Heaven – clearly showing that Jesus is IN Heaven.

I continue to let the pieces of the puzzle click into place in my thoughts, “ ‘Lately I’ve heard pastors quote the Bible over and over, telling us that it says ‘as Jesus was in this world so are we...’ ” 


Lord, it really seems as if you have put things in my life over the years that really point to the fact that You want me to visit Heaven. I pray if this is Your will, I trust You to help me do this.” When God takes me to Heaven, I know the muscles in my body will be totally relaxed. I don't want to wake return to find my body aching from an awkward position... 

There is a game I used to play with my kids when they were little called “I’m sleeping.” I would relax my body completely and no matter what they did I would remain asleep. They would try and pick up my arms or move my head, yet I was completely unresponsive. I use this technique now, relaxing my entire body as I often do when I am trying to get to sleep. 

With my muscles limp, I think very clearly, “I thank You God for taking me to Heaven and back again.” I concentrate on God, focusing my mind on Him. The tingling in my hands and arms increase as I continue to think about God, Jesus, or the Holy Spirit and repeat these words.

I begin to experiment, saying the words out loud. My mind wanders for a minute;
the tingling ebbs. When I focus on God again, it starts to build again. Past experience, along with a medical study, shows us that the brain is inactive when we pray in the Heavenly Language. I let the Holy Spirit take charge of my mouth. Words flow out as I keep my thoughts focused on one of the members of the Trinity. The tingling increases from my elbows to my head and even extends to my feet!

The words slow as my chest begins to feel heavy. It is a long time in between breaths. “Has my body forgotten how to breathe?” I reject the panic that begins to creep in for I trust God completely. I encourage my body to remain relaxed. It takes a while to become accustomed to this slower, more sedate type of breathing, but eventually it begins to feel normal. My body and mind are at peace and I don’t feel tired in the least! Quite the opposite, I feel more energetic than when I first lay down.

Without warning, an invisible, intangible part of my being in my lower abdomen tries to lift out of me; the muscles in my right thigh spasm. On occasion, when you are on the verge of sleep, do all your muscles ever involuntarily contract? Or is that just something that happens to me? It is not unlike that, but it seems to be limited to the muscles around my right thigh.

Lord, if that isn’t You, please do not let it happen again,” I think, knowing I had already pled the blood so it had to be Him.

I continue concentrating on the members of the Trinity and repeating the phrase over and over again in my mind. The tugging sensation comes again, stronger this time with the spasm now encompassing my whole lower body. I focus and try to will my muscles to relax. The frequency of the spasms and tugging sensation increases along with the intensity; relaxing after each incident becomes second nature. The next pull feels like part of me is being lifted several feet into the air and will break away. A spasm causes my shoulder blades to pinch and my back to arch off the bed. My body relaxes almost before it settles back onto the mattress.

My bladder becomes insistent on being emptied. “I peed like a racehorse not too long before I started praying,” I think. “I shouldn’t have to go again!” When the sense of urgency fails to dissipate, I go to the bathroom to end the distraction. To my surprise, I empty an almost full bladder. When I return to bed I glance at the clock: 2 A.M. I realize that I have been praying for at least three hours!

As I begin to think the same phrase over and over, “I accept that whatever happens, I am in God’s hands,” the muscle spasms lessen and the tugging becomes a slow, even pull. The small, quiet voice of the Holy Spirit says, “Not tonight, but keep practicing this until it is time.”

I believe it won’t be long now!

In March of 2014 I released Angels Believe in You. This book covers a 13 year period of my life where some interest things occurred:

  • I heard the voice of God
  • received two undeniable physical signs from God
  • saw angels and demons on thirteen separate occasions
  • was healed three times from serious and fully documented medical conditions
Have you ever wondered…
  • What do angels and demons look like?
  • How can angels help us?
  • What proof do we have that angels are among us?
  • What power do we have over demons?
Inside the pages of “Angels Believe in You” you will find some surprising answers.

Make no mistake; Lynn does not claim to be an expert on angels or demons. She is neither the epitome of Christian perfection, nor a Bible scholar. However, what happened to her is both astounding and irrefutable.

It is Lynn’s sincere hope that these extraordinary events that have changed her life will comfort and help you through whatever challenges you face — now or in the future.

Why Doesn't God Speak to Me?


Eager hearts cry out, hoping for a single word to confirm that He hears us. Yet, many times the only sound is silence. Over the years I have heard several reasons why God speaks to some and not to others. One night, as I tossed and turned, I brought each of these reasons before the Lord, stating why each of them did not line up with who I thought He was. 

Words rose from my soul, pleading for Him to reveal why He has remained silent when a single word from Him would mean so much to so many. For the next few hours, God used things I learned about years ago and things I had just discovered to show why He talks to some and why He doesn’t, and in demonstrative ways. 

In His grace, He also showed me how people could hear more from Him. Basic instructions on how to hear more from God and how to be led by Him are included in this book. Thank you for taking time to consider the answers I received and share with you now.


Other posts about my journey with God:

February 2014 - In God's Time

May 4, 2014 - God and Meditation

May 14, 2014 - The Dance of Worship

July 20, 2014 - Biblical Support for the Journey

August 9, 2014 - What Does My Guardian Angel Look Like?

August 12, 2014 - No Time for the Pain

October 17, 2014 - The Difference Between With and Without

January 4, 2015 - The First Among Many

January 11, 2015 - How Hard do You Push?

January 18, 2015 - Questions for Christ

March 13, 2015 - A Delay in the Trip to Heaven

March 25, 2015 - Why is it Taking So Long?

September 1, 2015 - Is the Trip Still On?

September 13, 2015 -An Official Title

October 5, 2015 - Angelic Confirmation of the Appointment

October 9, 2015 - Miraculous Confirmation

December 9, 2015 - How He Leads Me

December 24, 2015 - The Last Week of 2015

January 24, 2016 - Correction, Encouragement & Dreams from the Spirit

February 21, 2016 - I'm All In

February 27, 2016 - What is a Tetrad Blood Moon Prophet

June 1, 2016 - First Assignment as a Prophet (Anointed by an Angel)

September 25, 2016 - Seeing Jesus

September 30, 2016 - Wrestling with God

January 2, 2017 - The Final Test - 313

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