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Where Can You Meditate? - May 21, 2014

May 21, 2014

(To Heaven and Back Again)

“Mom, I finally have the next entry written up,” I say as I fill my tank for the half-hour drive to my daughter’s soccer practice. “It’s weird, on the few nights I have been rested enough to seek God, He hasn’t been pulling me into His presence like before. Do you think He could have been waiting for me to write up what He already showed me?”

“Could be,” Mom replies. “Maybe He wants to make sure you’re committed to this process.”

I shrug off the question of commitment, God knows my heart. “I’ve never been one to keep a journal, so this writing what is happening as it is happening is a new thing for me… Maybe He’s getting me into the rhythm of it all.”

“I’m sure whatever it is, God has a good reason.”

“Me too,” I say as I climb back into the SUV, heading for the soccer fields in Kuna. “I’m on the road; I’ll talk to you tomorrow. Love you.”

I slap my hand to my forehead in frustration as I search for my iPad to put on some tunes for the short trip. “I can’t believe I left it at home. You have practice for an hour and a half. I’m going to be so bored!”

“You could always jog around the field, Mom,” Ashley offers.

Seconds after the words leave her mouth, rain pummels the car. I give her an appalled glare. She grins, “I have to practice in it, you can walk in it!”

The wind picks up; the rain comes in big sheets threatening to push my car if my attention lapses for a moment. “Maybe I’ll practice with God while you practice in the rain – if they don’t close the field, that is.”

Ashley puts on Tony’s huge rain jacket to try and keep somewhat dry as she goes to look for her teammates. It takes twenty minutes for the coaches to decide to take the field. I pull around to a good spot so the car is close in case lightening strikes from this storm and practice is called off. The weather app on my cell phone informs me that this storm is not only green (a basic light rain) but it has both yellow and the dangerous red weather cells.

I recline the seat to the maximum radius and try to relax all my muscles. The patter of rain on the windshield and the soft whoosh of the wipers whispers lulls my mind. Praise doesn’t come easy; my mind just isn’t there… “Holy Spirit, can you help my heart draw closer to God?” I ask silently before opening my mouth and allowing Him to speak in the Heavenly Language. My tongue moves of its own accord, pronouncing words that sound like an American Indian dialect. My mind focuses on God: the tingling comes swiftly and my breathing slows.

My heart finds praise for the Creator, His Son, and the Spirit. Waves of gentle energy flow across me. The rain eases and the blades begin to scrape the window harshly. I open my eyes, thinking practice must be about over. Only thirty minutes have passed! It felt so long; my body feels so rejuvenated by the experience, yet it was only thirty minutes!

Looks like God was waiting for me to write what He had shown me after all.


In March of 2014 I released Angels Believe in You. This book covers the last 13 years of my life:

  • Seen Angels and Demons
  • Miracles from God (medically documented)
  • Signs from God - including hearing His audible voice

All of these signs and miracles have led me to one conclusion: I believe God has been leading me, step by tiny step, on an incredible journey leading to Heaven and Back Again, not through a NDE (near death experience) but through meditation. Yes, I know it sounds a little presumptuous, a little out there, but it was not my idea. I ask repeatedly, "If this is not Your will, please let me know. I want only what You want for my life." 

What follows is the next step in this incredible journey. All blog posts concerning this journey are available in To Heaven and Back Again which is updated as the Lord continues to take me on on this incredible journey. When I actually do go to Heaven, everyone who has bought this book will be able to download the latest copy and find out what Heaven is like.

Continue the journey with me in the other To Heaven and Back Again stories:

February 2014 - In God's Time

May 4, 2014 - God and Meditation

May 11, 2014 - A Glimpse of Heaven

May 14, 2014 - The Dance of Worship

May 21, 2014 - Where Can You Meditate?

June 7, 2014 - Preparing for Meditation

July 12, 2014 - A Solo Mission

July 20, 2014 - Biblical Support for the Journey

August 9, 2014 - What Does My Guardian Angel Look Like?

August 12, 2014 - No Time for the Pain

October 17, 2014 - The Difference Between With and Without

December 27, 2014 - What is Heaven Like? (a map)

January 4, 2015 - The First Among Many

January 11, 2015 - How Hard do You Push?


January 18, 2015 - Questions for Christ

March 13, 2015 - A Delay in the Trip to Heaven

March 25, 2015 - Why is it Taking So Long?

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