Sunday, January 20, 2019

Testimony: Unauthorized Authority Backlash

By Denise Rodgers

After reading about the Courts of Heaven with Robert Henderson, I wanted a more in depth study. I sat and listened to my husband teach on a few of the topics about the Courts of Heaven and my interest was peaked.

I stumbled upon Lynn’s books online for free. I read them and asked if I could join via Facebook, the group, Courts of Heaven - Worldwide. I was accepted immediately. Little did I know my life was about to change for the better. Thank you Holy Spirit for leading me here!

I had been going to the Courts of Heaven - Worldwide several times. I had many things cleared out of my life. My first session of repentance, I felt the miraculous, tangible, presence of an angel touch my stomach with healing. I had been dealing with an issue of Leaky Gut. Like many in the group, I just wanted to be closer to the Lord and find out why I hadn’t been TOTALLY healed. I knew it was something Spiritual blocking my healing.


I began to work as a team member. The Lord had many gifts for me before the Courts. I received many, many, more gifts and blessings. I began to see things a lot clearer and hear. I say all that, to say that the enemy can be very tricky. I went in for a session again because my sleep was being disturbed and nothing like this has ever happened to me before. As we went before the Judge these were my charges.
Guide/Seer: This is what I revealed to you this morning... Her mind, her imagination was defiled as she focused and dreamed of things not of me. This has created a door for this spirit to come through. 
Seer 1: night out, owl, words spoken, promises held and not kept. refiners fire, Unending Love. The simplicity of yourself is the real beauty of your heart. 
Seer 2:  groaning, she made a pledge, never to forgive!

Seer 3: Tree root with big trunk, its old, with roots in soil. I saw very thick round smoke in the sky like the ones in nuclear explosions. Then I saw a big giant scissor cutting off part of a dry tree. I finally saw dead leaves blown off by the wind. I saw sweat all over you and pain as you lay on a dry field. Maybe due to disappointment.  
Seer 4: Trickery, denomination, usage, dream, vision
As I heard the charges my heart sank. I couldn’t fathom what this was related to. I became very frustrated. The Guide began to share what many of the charges meant. An “owl” as Seer 1 saw, is a Spirit or demon, A forest as Seer 3 saw normally represents Leadership (Pastors), the tree was “old” which represented my past life. Seer 4 pointed out that “denomination” could mean denomination of bills, monetary. Then I was asked by the Guide had I used any of my giftings in the wrong way?

I was devastated. This didn’t sit well with me. I asked them to pray for my understanding; because nothing was making sense in my head. I kept hearing unauthorized authority; but even that wasn’t making sense to me. I knew my heart was to please the Lord. So I persevered for the answer.

Well, I prayed a prayer of desperation. I repented for pride and anger just in case that was in the way. I said, “Holy Spirit you have to reveal this to me clearly, so that I can repent clearly for my wrong. I am not understanding and this isn’t fitting my past life.” I continued, “I am angry and disappointed and I can’t teach this, if I don’t understand it.” The Holy Spirit quickly reminded me of something I thought was cleared in the Courts previously, but one thing I didn’t repent for in this situation was unauthorized authority.

I was asked a few months back to escort my husband to pray for a couple that was getting a divorce. I didn’t want to go and I didn't feel led to go. However, my husband is a Pastor, if anyone is in need He is there. These friends were very near and dear to our family. So off I went.
We lead the Pastor through the Courts as shortly as we could. He gave us permission to do so. He repented for certain things and then he repented on behalf of his wife. Who at this time she wanted nothing to do with the Lord. (I later learned this was not allowed: we cannot repent (turn from a sin) for someone else).  
Later, we anointed their marriage bed which was defiled. I had touched the bed and agreed with my husband. After my husband prayed over the bed, I instantly knew something was wrong with me.  
I realized I had committed unauthorized authority with the Holy Spirit’s help. The “anointed” blessing of the bed backfired. As with many things, the type of sin was reflected in the enemies access: a spirit was allowed to torment me in my bed where I sleep.

Anointing a bed, or any object, that is defiled, is old wineskin (a formula that we had learned and this is not being led by the Holy Spirit). We must be very careful when praying for someone that has spirits afflicting them. We can’t go up against principalities, rulers of darkness or Leviathan. I knew this. However, I didn’t know a spirit of lust could be in the marriage bed, and have authority to be there from the Courts of Heaven.

This was a great lesson for me. It taught me to listen to the Holy Spirit over my husband, when I’m not led to go. I also learned to spend more time to find out what I am up against. After this session, it was revealed that the husband wasn’t being truthful in his repentance and some things were held back. So I got backlash.

I am now cherishing the learning process. Father didn’t let me suffer through this for very long.  Thanks to the guidance of the Holy Spirit, I have gone down the list of every Pastor or person I had prayed for or anointed in my ignorance as an “intercessor”, or “armor bearer.” I know that was wielding unauthorized authority. I wasn’t being led by the Holy Spirit. Like many of us, we just pray without consulting the Holy Spirit first. It made me reflect on what attacks have come against me because of my ignorance.

We perish for lack of knowledge. Perish means to suffer death in an untimely way, or sudden way. Another word of caution I leave is to listen to the Holy Spirit. My husband and I discerned the gifts we operated in were not received by this gentleman to begin with. Why did he call us for help? I recalled one of my charges in a previous session. It was playing with the pigs, I would put my calling down to fit in with the ministries I was a part of.  playing with the pigs. I would disregard everything I was seeing or hearing from Holy Spirit to play with the pigs. Pigs are dirty. If I was playing with the pigs that means I had some dirt on me. Not to mention what pigs eat. Holy Spirit is our lead. He won’t stir us wrong. So grateful I have a Father who loves me and will correct me.

These are how the charges actually applied.

Guide/Seer: This is what I revealed to you this morning... Her mind, her imagination was defiled as she focused and dreamed of things not of me. This has created a door for this spirit to come through. 
I’m pretty sure I hadn’t taken all thoughts captive in my life, but I knew I hadn’t had any “fantasies” so to speak. However, the Pastor’s wife had an affair and those thoughts were not captive. Because I had misused my authority, their charges were being applied to me.  
Seer 1: night out, owl, words spoken, promises held and not kept. refiners fire, Unending Love. The simplicity of yourself is the real beauty of your heart. 
Night out: This was in question by something the husband might have done. owl: demonic spirit, night is also your quiet time of resting. My night was disturbed. Words spoke, promises held and not kept: marriage vows spoken and not kept. Refiner’s fire and unending love I was told were not charges, it was the Lord saying that this is part of God’s process to remove old things (refiner’s fire) because of His unending love. 
Seer 2:  groaning, she made a pledge, never to forgive! 
The wife had an issue forgiving something the husband did years before and she couldn't forgive him.  
Seer 3: Tree root with big trunk, it's old, with roots in soil. I saw very thick round smoke in the sky like the ones in nuclear explosions. Then I saw a big giant scissor cutting off part of a dry tree. I finally saw dead leaves blown off by the wind. I saw sweat all over you and pain as you lay on a dry field. Maybe due to disappointment.  
Trees in forest: pastors or leaders. Old: past time frame, roots in soil: deeply rooted beliefs and traditions. round nuclear smoke: The smoke from a nuclear cloud is toxic, it spreads contamination, I have been contaminated by someone else’s sin. Scissors cutting off part of the tree: by using part of what I was taught. Blowing leaves: dried up words spoken because they were without the water of the Holy Spirit.  
Seer 4: Trickery, denomination, usage, dream, vision 
Trickery: using something in a wrong way, deception. Denomination: beliefs of a religious group. Usage: Improper Use of the tool. Dream/Vision: my gifts I was using with the couple. They didn’t accept what I was saying was from the Holy Spirit, I was casting my gift before swine. 
Because I came into agreement when I received no agreement from the Holy Spirit, I received what we call backlash. The sins of the people I was praying for were placed against me and the Holy Spirit let me know why.

I thank God for my access to the Courts of Heaven where I can find out what is against me! The Holy Spirit is our Counselor and with His help we can understand it so we can repent and the enemy can be removed.


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